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elegy 潇木若水 发表于 2008-5-12 17:35:00
突然想起和同学聊音乐,发现感受是如此不同。 或许这就是怎样的心态就会决定怎样的想法吧。 同样一首古筝曲,她说安静,我说忧郁。 =========== elegy 每个人心中都有首悲伤的歌,用来催泪,或者用来共鸣。 很悲哀的是,那曾经会为之流泪的歌,都已不再。 眼睛,干涩,疼痛,却无泪。 什么叫欲哭无泪? 那是种比悲伤更悲伤的感觉吧。 耳机,还是隔绝不掉这个喧闹的世界,只剩下一个人的时候,却如此不安和恐慌。 很想痛痛快快地哭一场,不为什么,只是发现已经记不起眼泪的样子了。。。 我很用力地,想回忆悲伤,却只剩下模糊的影象,无法聚焦。 那曾经撕心裂肺的痛呢? 那曾经脆弱敏感的神经呢? 那些泪呢?泪呢?泪呢? 丢失了痛的感觉,是不是就叫做麻木? 不再有眼泪之后,是否只能嘴角上扬? 我不愿意。 ========== 午睡竟然醒不过来了。 直到同学打来电话把我震醒。 跳下床的那一刻头很晕。 觉得自己很作孽,为什么会出现这种情况? 以后再也不能发生。 ============= 有些浮躁,甚至暴躁的心情依然挥之不去。 开始伤害别人。忍不住地。 对不起。 我想我已经有毒,离我远点吧,至少这一段时间。 ![]() 我现在的状态也不是很好,根本没有时间来做自己喜欢的事情. 相对来讲你还是比我幸运的,因为我还欠你一支冰淇淋. 以下为潇木若水的回复: 记下了~~ |
And now the end is near And so I face the final curtain My friends I'll say it clear I'll state my case of which I'm certain I've lived a life that's full I traveled each and every highway And more much more than this I did it my way Regrets, I've had a few And then again too few to mention I did what I had to do Though I saw with through without exemption I planned each chartered course Each careful step along the by-way And more much more than this I did it my way Yes there were times I'm sure you knew When bit off more than I could chew But through it all When there was doubt I ate it up, and spit it out I faced it all and I stood tall And did it my way I've loved, I've laughed and cried I had my fill, my share of losing And now as tears subside I find it all so amusing To think I did all that And may I say not in a shy-way Oh no, oh no not me I did it my way For what is a girl? What has she got? If not herself, then she has not To say the things she truly feels And not the words of one who kneels The record shows I took the blows And did it my way 加载中... 加载中... 加载中... 加载中... 加载中... |
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