elegy    潇木若水 发表于 2008-5-12 17:35:00

突然想起和同学聊音乐,发现感受是如此不同。

或许这就是怎样的心态就会决定怎样的想法吧。

同样一首古筝曲,她说安静,我说忧郁。

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elegy

每个人心中都有首悲伤的歌,用来催泪,或者用来共鸣。

很悲哀的是,那曾经会为之流泪的歌,都已不再。

眼睛,干涩,疼痛,却无泪。

什么叫欲哭无泪?

那是种比悲伤更悲伤的感觉吧。

耳机,还是隔绝不掉这个喧闹的世界,只剩下一个人的时候,却如此不安和恐慌。

很想痛痛快快地哭一场,不为什么,只是发现已经记不起眼泪的样子了。。。

我很用力地,想回忆悲伤,却只剩下模糊的影象,无法聚焦。

那曾经撕心裂肺的痛呢?

那曾经脆弱敏感的神经呢?

那些泪呢?泪呢?泪呢?

丢失了痛的感觉,是不是就叫做麻木?

不再有眼泪之后,是否只能嘴角上扬?

我不愿意。

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午睡竟然醒不过来了。

直到同学打来电话把我震醒。

跳下床的那一刻头很晕。

觉得自己很作孽,为什么会出现这种情况?

以后再也不能发生。

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有些浮躁,甚至暴躁的心情依然挥之不去。

开始伤害别人。忍不住地。

对不起。

我想我已经有毒,离我远点吧,至少这一段时间。



Re:elegy    DRQ(游客)发表评论于2008-5-15 17:56:00
DRQ(游客)貌似某人说过请我吃什么来着?
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Re:elegy    访客vBRd7H(游客)发表评论于2008-5-13 10:03:00
访客vBRd7H(游客)暂时远离你,可能是一个choice,但是后果很迷茫
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Re:elegy    五十五米阳光(游客)发表评论于2008-5-12 21:46:00
五十五米阳光(游客)最悲哀的事情就是欲哭无泪.
我现在的状态也不是很好,根本没有时间来做自己喜欢的事情.
相对来讲你还是比我幸运的,因为我还欠你一支冰淇淋.
以下为潇木若水的回复:
记下了~~
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And now the end is near

And so I face the final curtain

My friends I'll say it clear

I'll state my case of which I'm certain

I've lived a life that's full

I traveled each and every highway

And more much more than this

I did it my way

 

Regrets, I've had a few

And then again too few to mention

I did what I had to do

Though I saw with through without exemption

I planned each chartered course

Each careful step along the by-way

And more much more than this

I did it my way

 

Yes there were times

I'm sure you knew

When bit off more than I could chew

But through it all

When there was doubt

I ate it up, and spit it out

I faced it all and I stood tall

And did it my way

 

I've loved, I've laughed and cried

I had my fill, my share of losing

And now as tears subside

I find it all so amusing

To think I did all that

And may I say not in a shy-way

Oh no, oh no not me

I did it my way

 

For what is a girl?

What has she got?

If not herself, then she has not

To say the things she truly feels

And not the words of one who kneels

The record shows I took the blows

And did it my way

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