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STRUGGLE! 潇木若水 发表于 2008-4-27 17:51:00
有些清醒。 刚刚考完第三轮的测试。不是很理想。不知道为什么,今天的试卷很不合胃口,校对后才发现错得很白痴。 原因。。。 是不是有些骄傲了?所以没有很端正的态度,也没有太仔细和用心。 有些害怕这个机会会被自己扼杀掉,仅仅只是因为浮躁和骄傲。希望能给我个机会,我不再会犯同样的错误了! 我有些开始喜欢失败,但是也不要太致命了,这样,我才可以真正汲取到经验和教训,才会刻骨铭心地防止再犯同样的错误。 从小就是这样,过一段时间就要让爸爸给我打一剂“预防针”,以免让我失去了清醒的认识和方向,从爸爸严厉的眼神中战战兢兢地反思和悔过,于是,就像被泼了一盆冰水,从头到脚彻底清醒。 离开父母身边,没有了肺腑之言,也没有什么太多“忠言逆耳”的朋友,被肯定和关切包围着,很容易便迷失了自我。 有时候真的很想找个了解我的人骂骂我,尖锐地指出我的缺点,才可以代替爸爸的“预防针”,让我看清自己,才可以不断地鼓起勇气往上爬。 现在,除了靠自己,不能依靠任何人,而唯一还可以依靠的,就是失败。 希望,不要因为我这次的浮躁而丧失了本该属于我的比赛。 ============= 决定不回家了,不想跑到火车站排长长的队买票,不想闻那边黑洞洞的空气。。。虽然很想看外婆,看奶奶,看看爸爸妈妈,缓和一下紧张的气氛,可是,这一去,又要把生活重新安排,太多的事情纤绊着我。所以,真的很对不起! ============= 又要星期一了,五月,终于要来临。慢慢闷热的天气,拒绝燥热! STRUGGLE! ![]() |
And now the end is near And so I face the final curtain My friends I'll say it clear I'll state my case of which I'm certain I've lived a life that's full I traveled each and every highway And more much more than this I did it my way Regrets, I've had a few And then again too few to mention I did what I had to do Though I saw with through without exemption I planned each chartered course Each careful step along the by-way And more much more than this I did it my way Yes there were times I'm sure you knew When bit off more than I could chew But through it all When there was doubt I ate it up, and spit it out I faced it all and I stood tall And did it my way I've loved, I've laughed and cried I had my fill, my share of losing And now as tears subside I find it all so amusing To think I did all that And may I say not in a shy-way Oh no, oh no not me I did it my way For what is a girl? What has she got? If not herself, then she has not To say the things she truly feels And not the words of one who kneels The record shows I took the blows And did it my way 加载中... 加载中... 加载中... 加载中... 加载中... |
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