STRUGGLE!    潇木若水 发表于 2008-4-27 17:51:00

有些清醒。

刚刚考完第三轮的测试。不是很理想。不知道为什么,今天的试卷很不合胃口,校对后才发现错得很白痴。

原因。。。

是不是有些骄傲了?所以没有很端正的态度,也没有太仔细和用心。

有些害怕这个机会会被自己扼杀掉,仅仅只是因为浮躁和骄傲。希望能给我个机会,我不再会犯同样的错误了!

我有些开始喜欢失败,但是也不要太致命了,这样,我才可以真正汲取到经验和教训,才会刻骨铭心地防止再犯同样的错误。

从小就是这样,过一段时间就要让爸爸给我打一剂“预防针”,以免让我失去了清醒的认识和方向,从爸爸严厉的眼神中战战兢兢地反思和悔过,于是,就像被泼了一盆冰水,从头到脚彻底清醒。

离开父母身边,没有了肺腑之言,也没有什么太多“忠言逆耳”的朋友,被肯定和关切包围着,很容易便迷失了自我。

有时候真的很想找个了解我的人骂骂我,尖锐地指出我的缺点,才可以代替爸爸的“预防针”,让我看清自己,才可以不断地鼓起勇气往上爬。

现在,除了靠自己,不能依靠任何人,而唯一还可以依靠的,就是失败。

希望,不要因为我这次的浮躁而丧失了本该属于我的比赛。

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决定不回家了,不想跑到火车站排长长的队买票,不想闻那边黑洞洞的空气。。。虽然很想看外婆,看奶奶,看看爸爸妈妈,缓和一下紧张的气氛,可是,这一去,又要把生活重新安排,太多的事情纤绊着我。所以,真的很对不起!

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又要星期一了,五月,终于要来临。慢慢闷热的天气,拒绝燥热!

STRUGGLE!



Re:STRUGGLE!    访客81Tg83(游客)发表评论于2008-4-29 13:26:00
访客81Tg83(游客)真的不要给自己太大的压力,或许有时候会觉得对不起谁,但是,人,总还是为自己而活的~
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