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我本来不是很想写下来~
但是，还是要对自己负责，做个检讨。
我已经开始渐渐习惯从星期五开始跟电脑亲密接触，离都离不开。
比如今天，睡醒之后一直在电脑前。
从《American Beauty》到《奋斗》到《the Silence of the Lambs》，天昏地暗。
我可以找很多借口。
比如，两部美剧，是宣老师推荐的，比如，《奋斗》是讲我们这一代的，被称为励志片。
可是，我还是心慌了。
看了两集《奋斗》，在某个瞬间，我竟然听到了我爸在喊我的名字，一遍一遍，让人恐惧。
这当然是幻觉，可是却是真真切切地出现了。
我知道如果被我爸知道，后果不堪设想。
我信誓旦旦地跟他们保证过，我不会看电视剧，不会看电影。
当然这样的保证确实有些言过其实，我还是会为了英语而看，而且肯定会看。
但是，我保证的是，不会这样大半天一直一直地看。
我错了。
半夜两三点写博客，虽然很喜欢这样的感觉，可是还是很内疚。
我一度很排斥规律的生活，因为这样会少了很多刻骨铭心和精彩。可是，为了好好学习，有时候必须按部就班，必须规规矩矩。这也是我为什么暑假喜欢留在学校的原因。没有了上课的牵绊，一切都由自己安排，学校提供了学习的环境，寝室提供了休息的环境，在学习和休息之间任由我选择，可以做的事情是那么多，也是那么的随心所欲。
可是现在不行。
所以，以后再也不要出现这样的情况了。
不健康的生活，只会毁了自己，更伤了爸爸妈妈的心。
对不起！
不要有太多负担,开心点,多笑笑!很多事是说不定滴...嗯。。。
可以每两天一部电影的嘛，又有规律，又不会花太多的时间。重要的是在做一件事的时候就投入去做。嗯，可是这样看电影蛮痛苦的其实~~
我是谢老师，推荐你看美剧＜英雄＞．太晚睡真的很不健康，等你到了我这年龄你就会真正明白．
有时候想起自己的不努力，真的会很内疚，所以，克制一点就是了．
嗯，知道了~~谢谢谢老师``
And now the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
My friends I'll say it clear
I'll state my case of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I traveled each and every highway
And more much more than this
I did it my way
Regrets, I've had a few
And then again too few to mention
I did what I had to do
Though I saw with through without exemption
I planned each chartered course
Each careful step along the by-way
And more much more than this
I did it my way
Yes there were times
I'm sure you knew
When bit off more than I could chew
But through it all
When there was doubt
I ate it up, and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I had my fill, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say not in a shy-way
Oh no, oh no not me
I did it my way
For what is a girl?
What has she got?
If not herself, then she has not
To say the things she truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way
