已经不习惯听周杰伦的歌了。
听得很纠结，很浮躁，很难受。
刚刚睡醒。看到太阳落山。
半夜两三点的后遗症。
昏昏沉沉。
上午睡过了头，骑车去坐公交的时候直直地撞向了一辆助动车。那个时候不知道为什么好像放弃了一切一般，任它撞过去。我不知道该怎么下车。
幸亏那辆助动车已经完全没有了速度，所以撞上去之后，双方竟然都安然无恙。真是神奇。
他问我没事吧，我说对不起。
其实当时因为我急着想看公交车里有没有司机，车子是不是马上就要开走，所以一回头才发现那辆助动车竟然和我一个方向。
爬上公交车之后，发现那个我的固定座位后面，有一个人坐着。碰到这种情况，我会毫不犹豫地选择离开和距离，走向了后座。
车厢里还是像往常一样，一两个人，没有司机。
平时不迟到的时候，车厢里总是只有我一个人，然后陆陆续续地，上来几个人，再后来，司机就出现了。
今天不知道为什么，后面的车子竟然先开了。我只是怔怔地望着那辆车子，不知道该做什么。车子在不远处停了下来。我在想要不要追过去，可是，每次我都会想不清楚，又或者是懒得再起来，于是，不知是我放弃了它，还是它放弃了我。总之，挽也挽不回的决定。
我好想，想念一个人。
而现在，没有人可以让我想念了。
有些悲哀。
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研究生来复试了。
看到他们我会莫名地紧张和兴奋。
宣老师说，其实先工作一两年再考研会更好。
其实我还是同意他的观点的。
只是，我害怕耽误了时间，或者失去在那个特定的时刻才有的机会。
这样的问题真的很大。想不清楚。
跟爸爸妈妈领导老师都明确地表示过要考研，如果一下子说工作几年再考不知道他们受不受得了。
有些远了，先不想了。
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从今天开始，好好准备演讲赛。
加油。
考研路漫漫～要的是持之以恒～呵呵～一个朋友说的，送给你吧！
嗯，谢谢你~我会的~
和主人抢沙发!莫非公交车司机是一个帅小伙?
我这里没有沙发~~可以随处坐。。。
我怕赶不上公交迟到。。。
And now the end is near
And so I face the final curtain
My friends I'll say it clear
I'll state my case of which I'm certain
I've lived a life that's full
I traveled each and every highway
And more much more than this
I did it my way
Regrets, I've had a few
And then again too few to mention
I did what I had to do
Though I saw with through without exemption
I planned each chartered course
Each careful step along the by-way
And more much more than this
I did it my way
Yes there were times
I'm sure you knew
When bit off more than I could chew
But through it all
When there was doubt
I ate it up, and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way
I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I had my fill, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say not in a shy-way
Oh no, oh no not me
I did it my way
For what is a girl?
What has she got?
If not herself, then she has not
To say the things she truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way
